delilah1988

Ok so my names delilah, i'm 18 and anorexic....or atleast trying to be. My current weight is about 129, current height 5"4, 5"5ish,  my goal is 95-100 . I've been anorexic off and on since about 13..14 "weight  then 160" height 5"3ish 5"4ish. i remember really it all started when i went too this party on my birthday  with my older sister . Everyone was between the ages of about 18-24. my old bestfriend brandon was even there. when i got there i was standing inside and the guy whos party it was called brandon over there and the next thing i knew, brandon told me and my sister and my friend amanda too come outside and told me i had too leave, they said it was because i looked too young, BULLSHIT, not too mention the night before my birthday my big sis sleeped with my bestfriend/crush brandon.....so brandon takes me home and my sis stays, i sat at home that night consiplating suicide....retarted?? yeah. So my sis came home later that night drunk and we get into it and shes tellin me " yeah i did brandon and he likes me more then you and they kicked you out of that part because you were UGLY. so yeah lovely birthday eh.Ever since then i've been trying too make myself beautiful, after all of that i got real hooked on meth and my lowest wieght was about 100, so beautiful. when i moved back with my mom i quit doing meth and was in therapy and gained about 30 pounds. now i want too be thin!